YSaturday, February 11, 2006
weettzzzz!!
today is madness~...haha.i feel rejuvenated.
like all my confidence came back full force and its like the right timing! haha. =))
my sis was like confused how come i suddenly got superbly hyper and happy out of the blue after weeks of esteem problems LAH. male species problems LAH. school problems LAH. haha.
(i cant believe there's singlish dictionary online!!)
owelll...its all in a matter of time aint it.
till u realise that shedding tears and worrying is all just a waste of every workin muscle, wearing your body out.heh. im just exhausted of wondering what happens if this goes this way...or that.
i've learnt that we should just do our best in whatever, and never look back on it. as long as there's no regrets of 'what if'. accept the fact that wats done cant be undone..and that if the outcome is not to our favour..its OK.really.
life is total madness...it makes u realise beautiful things in the strangest possible way..and all tis bonkers ways are usually the ways where we really learn.HAHA.crAzee.
i saw the fireworks today..at esplanade and it was beautiful.
stood there for whole 2mins+..watched it wit my one and only and my sista..texted him and told him abt it..only to realise that there aint no reply.im not taken aback really cuz it's all expected.only kinda sad cuz, i had to stick to my decision to numb my feelings.hehe...its realllleee not all that bad..
i only got one focus noww...rocking on for the exams and then..
freeedddoommm.......
well..i've been wanting to say
Ellyas..i miss you..HAS! ur hair so totallllyyy rockkssss!!!
Irfan..tell her u miss her if u really do..
Sue..hang onto him if u know he deserves the chance..
Shi..dun hafta do anything..let it all flow..ur already doin alrite..=)
Kengkee..no matter wat, u noe im here.and yea..its a "new" fon after the 8210 and pink razor.HAHA.
The rest of u..u noe i mean it wen i say i care for u. =D
embrace love..cuz..
God loves us.
I love tis..magnifique.hehe
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